| this will be an end to my xanga posts...
now that I'm 25.. I will use this as a marker for a new phase in my life...
future blogging will be done here: http://janetfu.blogspot.com/ |
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| I attempted to recreate a chicken garlic rice dish my mom used to make. It came out okay and tasty but just didn't taste the same as my mom's. I will miss her cooking. =*( |
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| I went to Rose Hills today. It's been one month since 3/21. The grass is not completely green yet so the rectangular outline is still visible.
Everything that has happened still feels surreal to me. I will never forget the dates 2/22, 3/21, and 4/5. =(
I miss ma's smile. Every time I think about how happy she was during the last weeks, I feel comforted but yet still so sad.
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| I miss you ma. I miss you a lot. When I wake up in the morning, I think to myself.. only if all of this was a dream. =( Where are you now? Are you watching over us? =*(
I really miss sharing everything with you. I miss having you always loving me and caring about me. I feel so alone ma. I feel like an orphan... fonzo feels the same way too. I'm glad I still have guh and fonzo...
I miss your smile and your laughter ma. I wish I could still make you laugh.. I wish I could still hold your hand and hug you and tell you how much I love you.
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| It never occurred to me that I would lose a loved one so soon in my life. I've learned many things in the past four weeks-- one main thing being the importance of family; never have I realized how powerful family bonds are. After everything, I plan to refocus my life and to appreciate every second of my life. I insist on remaining optimistic and motivated with life~ I will not let my mom down.
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